on a midnight train going anywhere.

WOW, THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO  BE POSTED JULY 24, haha.

ah, haven't written in a long time. well, since the day i left to be exact...

hmm, well a lot has changed with me. i guess getting away is always for the better. i've been gone for 2 weeks now and it feels like months. it is so different here. the people, the places, the view, the cigarettes. (L) i really wish i could stay here forever. but as you know good things must always come to an end.

i can't believe almost half of the summer is done with.

i cannot imagine going back to school. it will be terrible.

i like sleeping in.

i like not studying.

i like watching online movies and tv shows alll night long.

and i loooooooove not having to go to school to learn something i don't intend on using in my life.

well, i'll try to keep you updated some more.

no promises though.

cheers.

happy birthday rufus.

it's my kitty's 1st birthday today! i'm so happy for the little guy, only a year old and already 20 pounds haha. wow, it's only at birthday's that i realize how fast time flies. it feels like i just got rufus a couple months ago at most. but nope, a whole year has gone by. and a lot has changed, new friends, new school, new outlook on life. but i guess things always change.

so i leave today to the states. going down south to my aunts. i'm kind of stoked actually, just to get out of this town. and get away from this drama. a whole month though, that is a long time. oh well, i could use the relaxation. the upside is lots of shopping and blink 182 sooo excited, fuck. 

so here i am again, late night watching skins. nothing new going on with me. nothing exciting. man i'm going to miss rufus. he's my best friend fack, what am i going to do. i don't want to leave for this long, not really. but i have no other choice. 

i miss him, ugh as much as i don't want to admit it, i do. and that's why i need to go. to get away from him and this drama. to try and forget and move on. to better things. to great things. to something i deserve. i keep telling myself that. and that's what's important.

things are going to get better.

i can feel it.

kjhgfdsa;

you're a fucking ugly slut. that's all.

where have you been?

one word, skins. definition: only the most mind blowing show since the OC. 

i don't know what it is about this show that draws me towards it. maybe it's the accents, or maybe it's the excessively good looking cast. regardless, this show completes my late nights. all i do is watch this show. i quickly became addicted. i highly recommend watching it. it's a british sitcom full of sex, drugs, and best of all real life. so go watch it, RIGHT NOW! and tell me what you think. 

anyways, today was a weird day. it went by way too fast. i woke up to screaming and bickering. this was the result of 5 children fighting over which tv show to watch. later on in the day, a surprise visit from relatives from edmonton occurred. these were people i hadn't seen in about 10 years, so of course it was awkward. but i got used to it.

so here i am again, late at night still awake. watching skins of course. sunday nights are always this lame. blah, i don't know what else to write. i guess i'll just end it here. 

i'll talk to you tomorrow!