happy birthday rufus.

it's my kitty's 1st birthday today! i'm so happy for the little guy, only a year old and already 20 pounds haha. wow, it's only at birthday's that i realize how fast time flies. it feels like i just got rufus a couple months ago at most. but nope, a whole year has gone by. and a lot has changed, new friends, new school, new outlook on life. but i guess things always change.

so i leave today to the states. going down south to my aunts. i'm kind of stoked actually, just to get out of this town. and get away from this drama. a whole month though, that is a long time. oh well, i could use the relaxation. the upside is lots of shopping and blink 182 sooo excited, fuck. 

so here i am again, late night watching skins. nothing new going on with me. nothing exciting. man i'm going to miss rufus. he's my best friend fack, what am i going to do. i don't want to leave for this long, not really. but i have no other choice. 

i miss him, ugh as much as i don't want to admit it, i do. and that's why i need to go. to get away from him and this drama. to try and forget and move on. to better things. to great things. to something i deserve. i keep telling myself that. and that's what's important.

things are going to get better.

i can feel it.