the beginning.

Have you ever confused a dream with life?  

Or stolen something when you have the cash? 

Have you ever been blue?

Or thought your train moving while sitting still?  

Maybe l was just crazy.  

Maybe it was the '  s. 

Or maybe l was just a girl...                    

    ... interrupted.

the first time i watched this movie i was in awe. 

how could a movie so complex and unique enthuse me? 

simple, the relation was inevitable.

so, i guess i fell into the trend of blogging, i 

mean i wanted to start a long time ago but i guess

i never got around to it. but hey, you've got to 

start somewhere. so, i have come to the conclusion 

that sleep is not my friend. it is 6:23 am and i have 

yet to sleep at all. this happens to me a lot, i guess

you could call me an insomniac. or not. what a shitty 

morning. the ground is wet, the sun is overpowered by 

clouds and dusk. i hope the sun pops out soon enough, 

i want to enjoy today. today is the first monday that 

i do not have to dread. school is finally over, summer 

vacation. i thought this year would never end. so far 

my summer has started off well, not great but good.

my parents abandoned me for three weeks to go to europe, 

so i had the house to myself. not complaining. let's just 

say the past three weeks have been full of booze, 

cigarettes and black outs. s'all good in the hood. 

but my parents returned today. i drove to the 

airport to pick them up, avoiding the swine flu epidemic. 

in a sense i'm glad they're back, i no longer have to 

spend my own money, haha. speaking of which i have to work 

today. but this is kind of a good thing, today will be 

my last closing shift. yes, that's right i quit making 

salads. tear* oh well. everything ends for a reason.

and on that note, i leave you to go attempt to sleep 

before work. 

good night world, or good morning.

hope you liked this, 

martyna.